Start of the Drugs. First is Winstrol

This is difficult to bring up. But, like I stated before, This is therapy for me. Ahhh, the drugs! So many kinds, different effects, were do I start?

I will start with the first:

Winstrol- Also know as Stanozolol. A common steroid within the elite Major Baseball League. This drug adds very good muscle with very little water retention.

Why- Baseball players use this so they can add muscle mass, quickness in bat speed, and short sprints. This drug does all of these without the typical steroid side-effects like ACNE, BLOATING, WEIGHT GAIN, BLAH, BLAH.

Basically, it adds tremendous strength without the typical ROID SIDES. Therefore, it fits in with MLB to a T!!

Bad? Can show on a drug test for up to 2 months after use. (ie, Rafeal Palmero). I swear, Grand Jury Jurors, I have never used!!! YEAH, RIGHT! We might be stupid, but not dumb.

WHY DID MY EX USE THIS? Same reason as the ball players. SERIOUS MUSCLE MASS, AND NOBODY POINTS THEIR FINGER AT YOU!!!!

Why She Flipped

I will admit, I have used steroids and other substances off and on since I was in college. So, why did she, (a beautiful, fit, sexy woman), decide to use these substances?

I look back now and realize. She had realized since a teenager that she was a Lesbian. Unfortunately, she never shared this secret with me, (her loving husband), until her 35Th. Birthday. Yes, she was intoxicated!

She told me of a (couple) situation with other woman. But, it was more to experiment than anything. (So, I thought). And, somewhat excited after over 10 years of marriage. (Watch what you wish for guys!)

Well, she came clean that night. (And we had great sympathy sex!).

But, the problems just started to surface.

A Little Goes A Long Way!

This is how it started. A simple little fat-burner/asthma med. It burned fat! And, is that not what we all want?

Well, she started getting this stuff from Mexico. It was freaking her out! BIG TIME!!!

But, WOW, did it burn FAT!!! Literally, like 2 lbs.a week. Does not sound like much. But, think of a 2 lb. steak?

So, why was she doing this?

Steroid Tale #1

I guess it was innocent enough. My wife met a girl at the gym, so what?, Right? Well, this woman was a personal trainer/massage/pro bodybuilder.

This woman, (let's call her Steven Tyler), hooks up with my wife. I think everything is cool. Wow, a massage therapist/bodybuilder/personal trainer.

Ok, kind of like a fantasy of mine. But, it is not a fantasy. It is life.

Soon, I found that Steven Tyler (of Aerosmith Fame), was more interested in my wife than what she should have been doing.

Steroids, Steroids, and More Steroids

The ugly side of our marriage reared its head around 2001. My wife and I had always been fanatics at the gym. It was our group of friends. Our lifestyle. Everything revolved around athletics. Baseball, golf, soccer, the lists goes on.
Besides our children, this was our release, our fun. But, there is an ugly side to all of this that many people do not see.

It was performance enhancing drugs.

I guess it started innocently enough. Some TrimLife (God Bless Anna's Soul). Some of the other crap you see on late night television.

Then came a new person in her life and shit started getting interesting. This other person was a pro bodybuilder. And, what I soon found out, a very, very manipulative person.